Hey what's up,


I think I drink to much and probably too long today but hell it is Sunday.  Happy Memorial Day for all those who have served.  Or still serving.  We sign the line and think nothing of it and those around us just don't get it.  We would die for there freedom and they don't get it.  Its very frustrating when they can't understand and they ask me stupid questions, but if they haven't been there and cannot conceive it, they won't get it.  They will live there lives thinking that the rest of the world or country owes them something because they are just here and yet it is they who owe those who served before me.  Without them there would not be a here and now and they would be lost




Gotta go a child in need is is a cjild indeed.

Wow been a long time,  watching arrow on Netflix and contemplating what to do , what to do,  should probably sleep but don't feel like it.  Life kinda sucks right now, too much shit and no way to explain it, wait got to watch the action......okay done now kinda cool this show. 
Anyway I had a really deep thought I wanted to share but it took me so long to get back onto the site that I forgot what the hell I was gonna say.
I have wondered about my sanity and I wonder if I am just getting older or if I am just giving out.  Sometimes I think I should just give into the age thing and stop fighting it so hard but shit I am just tired and watching my hudband not give a shit and  fall into a life that is so gonna suck later that I don't want anything to do with it and and trying do right by my kids wait got so more action.......
anyhoo, school, work shit I don't know anymore.




check back with you later need to sleep


love ya M